Valentines

  -about 1981 I was in my grandparents' Games Room

-I was listening to the radio

-the female newsreader read A man won't be celebrating VALENTINES Day this year

-his former friend stole the last three of his girlfriends

-VALENTINES / REVELATIONS / RELATIONSHIPS

-maybe meaning Jesus Christ

-stole my RELATIONSHIPS

-the actor Tom Holland. The man like character David Platt. And putting me in a life long bad for me marriage with a woman like Lois Lane

-maybe this means I have had those three

-I never have any type of marriage etc again. Maybe no other friendships or relationships either

Alter Ego

 -AGER / ALTER Ego

-MATT / ULTIMATE Evil

-Anti-Christ

-False Prophet

-Second Beast

-Destroyer

-Magog

-Gog 

Life goes On

  -666

-like sex sex sex

-three things I am interested in

-my wife sleeping around and having another man's children

-my sex altered so I look male on the outside with a vagina and breasts

-me having an affair with a man's wife

Different Paths

  -about 1980 I saw an old slide of me aged about 1 or 2

-standing naked showing me in full

-in my 'birthday suit'

-maybe in my grandparents' garden at MAXWELL DRIVE

-I had nothing on

-maybe saying I never have any real RELATIVE

-and the idea of a slide with me standing naked is strange

-about 1975 I was then living in JAMES COOK Street

-like I have no NAMES or COCKED

-at the end of the Street in paddocks lying in a ditch

-was the full skeleton of a man

-completely bare again

-maybe too saying I never have any real family

-maybe saying from my birth to death I never have any real family

Christianity is a Fraud

  -years ago I went to the Doctor's 

-my Doctors maybe back then STREET / CHRIST and CHRISTIE / CHRIST

-there was never any truth to them etc

-in the Reception were a couple looking  exactly like Coronation Street's David Platt and his wife Kylie Platt

-really like Christianity they weren't really real

-there was a Cell PHONE on the floor beside her

-I made the mistake of telling her it was on the floor

-phony double pair in the Doctor's saying STREET CHRISTIE / CHRISTIANITY is a PHONY

-the Doctors on COURTNEY Road as in CHRISTIANITY

-and COURTING any spouse or real partner will never happen

Phantom Zone

 -about 1986 I made the dumb mistake of trying to jump off the tallest local building

-a Bank

-the top door was locked. The black figure of a man coming through my bedroom wall in the night with an electric chainsaw

-going up the centre stairwell

-the doors were all out of level with the floors. So each door was cut in half by a floor

-the glass doors. Like recently I moved to a secure place where I might stay forever

-unable to leave

-like somehow I set this up to say I have moved to this place

-the locked door at the top of the stairwell stopping me from jumping off

-like saying I never end

Cave

 -giving up the ideas of becoming a music star even if it is as big as possible

-becoming a super hero

-getting a muscular body and personality somehow

-sleeping around in space as a super hero fathering children

-ever having any affair, sex alter

-wrecking a life because of massive problems

-trying anything even if only a few punches in the face no matter how bad my problems are

-being abusive with anyone as best I can

-trying anytime I get banned from a store or turned on by everyone to keep trying to keep going

-doing a Monitor, cutting across screens and minds, starting series about me as channels 

-accepting powers etc

-trying to be a super hero. I might have no way of restraining criminals. I could if I flew around come in to about anything. And it would mean dealing with the Police which I might have to wait for. I might get constant abuse and hostility from the Press etc